Here I stay, I bet you wish I was away
Such a potent opinion from someone
Who was never meant to be here
So alone, especially when I was with you
You didn t have to suffer now
I guess you made that crystal clear

Can t you see? That s not me
Well, I guess I wasn t looking
When they slipped something in my drink
Never breaks, just mistakes
It s true I can t do anything right
What difference does it make?

Had your trust until I killed it in distrust
In absentminded slumber I ve burned
All those bridges down
I can t stand how all the grains slip through my hands
Persistent state of breakdown
Is running all I have into the ground

Don t try to understand me
Don t read between the lines
You can t comprehend me
It s just a waste of your time
My fortune reads bitter
A million ways to abuse
Playing victim doesn t fit her
I guess I m born to lose